Luc's Blog

Well, after being gone since June of 2013, it is very nice to be back home

As one may gather from the lead photo, I am feeling very lonely lately. I can't help but imagine a perfect life, where I have a beautiful girlfriend and the relationship is in the stage where we are planning the rest of our lives together. The primary problem I see with that is that I have literally zero experience with relationships. As much as I hate to admit it, I have never been involved in a serious, romantic relationship of any sort. This raises self-doubt about my ability to succeed in a relationship. Aside from the lack of relationships, I believe that I have been successful in obtaining and maintaining long term friendships, which is a less complicated version of a romantic relationship. It certainly is a relationship of some form.  This lonely feeling is driven by many things, most of which I am not willing to disclose at this point. Part of it stems from being around so many who brag about their successful attempts at romance. Most of them are talking about sign...

Well, another year has come and gone, and I am yet another year older. It is hard to think I have been around for two decades. I want to extend a special thank you to all those who have supported my endeavors, and showered me with unconditional love. I am especially thankful for the blessing of family, both those with whom I have an immediate relation, as well as those members of "adopted" family. Although I have not officially adopted anyone, I have my friends who are a part of my family. In honor of my birthday, I am asking that everyone listen to the following song: Because it is my birthday, I AM THE MAN today. I want to send a special thank you to all my wonderful support people. Primarily, Elena, Emily and her mother, Ben, and Kersty, as well as my mother, and aunts and uncles and grandparents. Please contact my mother for information on birthday party status, as of the time of this writing, nothing has been planned. *** Please use this "Donate Button...

What is it with me that all of my friendships seem to be falling through the cracks? No matter how hard I try to make things work out, no matter how hard I try to be friends with someone, to show them how much I care from them, it seems to me that everyone is just slapping me in the face. I know I am not normal. I am off balance, and I need help. I attend counselling weekly, sometimes more than that. I am going through the right steps to become a better person. . . Don't you want to be here with me when I am better? Don't you want to see my progress and be proud of me for how far I have come? I used to be significantly worse off. I have come a long way in the past 6 years. I still have work to do on myself, but don't we all? Isn't that the point of life? To better yourself through the course of your lifetime? To constantly become a better person? I think I am a pretty awesome dude. It took me twenty-something years to learn to love myself. I have a lot to offer. I am in...

So, I want to talk to this one girl in particular. You are by far the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I love everything about you. But, You confuse the crap out of me, in more ways than I care to list. I love your voice, I love your smile, I love you. But you are constantly giving me mixed signals. I just do not know what to make of it. I am in the process of trying to decipher my own feelings about you as well. You make me feel ... Different. Happy. I am so enthralled when you talk to me. Even for the handful of minutes we spend together. Our worlds are severely different, however. I have spent many nights crying because of you. Months ago, I disappeared. I am sorry. But you were never far from my mind. I spent many nights writing letters to you. Letters that you may never see, but I have them. You are "My Dearest Sweetheart" SHOUTOUT TO MEGAN CASSIDY! READ HER BIAS ARTICLE ABOUT ME (IN THE LAST BLOG) TO KNOW WHY I DISAPPEARED. I love your spirit, your positivity. I...

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