BLOGS: Lonesome

As one may gather from the lead photo, I am feeling very lonely lately. I can't help but imagine a perfect life, where I have a beautiful girlfriend and the relationship is in the stage where we are planning the rest of our lives together. The primary problem I see with that is that I have literally zero experience with relationships. As much as I hate to admit it, I have never been involved in a serious, romantic relationship of any sort. This raises self-doubt about my ability to succeed in a relationship. Aside from the lack of relationships, I believe that I have been successful in obtaining and maintaining long term friendships, which is a less complicated version of a romantic relationship. It certainly is a relationship of some form. This lonely feeling is driven by many things, most of which I am not willing to disclose at this point. Part of it stems from being around so many who brag about their successful attempts at romance. Most of them are talking about sign...